okay, so please excuse the typos .. hehe maaaannn this weekend .. from like thursday till now [sunday nihgt/ monday morning] has beeen sooo long! swear.. worked all day, toked all night, n slept a few hours with **** and did it alllllll over again no joke.. i'm pretty faded right now, and i have a lot on my mind i wanna write down before i forgot .. lol
so tonight i went to that cave in malibu for the second time.. OH GOODNESS i thought i was gonna die from the smoke from the bonfire lmao my eyes still hurt "/ for some reason.. idk y.. i still have this guy on my mind.. idk its not in a bad or good way.. just everytime this weekend .. i lied.. THIS MONTH!! whevenever im not copletely 100% occupied, my mind kinda wonders off n somehow it always reaches the same point everytime .. "i'd rather be with ******* right now than b stuck here doing this," or "i wonder if this person is thinking about me, too," or "i sure hope ******* hits me up soon.. i miss him." it sucks.. bad. like WHAT CAN I DO?! like i told angeline.. "im not about to sit up here n chase some boy.. wtf i look like?! ha!" n then she said "is he worth it".. i didnt respond to that.. i wasnt sure.. i just.. idk.. i barely know this boy but i have so many feelings for him..... feelings that....... fucking suck. but after some time n a fucking shit load of bud.. i came to the conclusion that .. yeah, he's worth it =]...
and after a few more bowls, i also decided..
i'm far too fabulous to be trippen off this. and i'm waaaay to blown to give two shits whether that was too cocky or not cuz i just dgaf "/
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